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A Queen's Private Thoughts
by HMQueenB 		Age: 32  Sex: F
458 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Getting ready for the final exam 02/05/2008 08:16 GMT+9
2 Taking my biology final 02/05/2008 08:14 GMT+9
3 Ok I am back........ 24/04/2008 05:08 GMT+9
4 Feeling unappreciated & 1's feelings not mattering 24/04/2008 04:47 GMT+9
5 A lovely surprise 23/04/2008 08:31 GMT+9
6 Going to school with knuckleheads 15/04/2008 12:52 GMT+9
7 My mistake of telling someone I like them 09/04/2008 04:37 GMT+9
8 Real women vs Stupid bitches 05/04/2008 02:02 GMT+9
9 What is the f-ing problem with guys today 05/04/2008 01:11 GMT+9
10 When maturity and common sense go out the window 04/04/2008 01:52 GMT+9
11 My heart is on fire and in love 02/04/2008 10:36 GMT+9
12 The reason I want to scream some days 02/04/2008 02:23 GMT+9
13 The trifling and the brazen 26/03/2008 08:02 GMT+9
14 When your friends become a problem 25/03/2008 08:30 GMT+9
15 When friends don't appreciate you 24/03/2008 03:53 GMT+9
16 Happy Easter and missing daddy 23/03/2008 08:34 GMT+9
17 Thinking things through 22/03/2008 08:01 GMT+9
18 The stress and strife of everyday life 22/03/2008 06:46 GMT+9
19 When a guy likes you...A LOT 22/03/2008 05:38 GMT+9
20 Why I don't have a particular guy I like 21/03/2008 04:42 GMT+9
21 At what point is it time to cut some people off? 20/03/2008 01:57 GMT+9
22 Love has a starting point 19/03/2008 12:09 GMT+9
23 Society is stuck on the peter pan syndrome 19/03/2008 08:26 GMT+9
24 You can't always share your happiness w/everyone 2 18/03/2008 12:48 GMT+9
25 Spare me the bullsh*t 18/03/2008 12:31 GMT+9
26 The confusion of what I am dealing with here 18/03/2008 11:57 GMT+9
27 Happy St Patrick's Day 17/03/2008 03:05 GMT+9
28 Sending Emil warm wishes 16/03/2008 03:06 GMT+9
29 Fearing to love again 15/03/2008 08:57 GMT+9
30 Love is a dance perfected with time 15/03/2008 01:35 GMT+9
31 Where the heart is 14/03/2008 07:19 GMT+9
32 Life out of order 13/03/2008 12:37 GMT+9
33 Prioritizing one's life 13/03/2008 12:35 GMT+9
34 The anticipation of midterms 12/03/2008 08:03 GMT+9
35 Protecting your heart 11/03/2008 10:58 GMT+9
36 My heart's painful secrets part 2 10/03/2008 12:50 GMT+9
37 My heart's painful secrets 09/03/2008 04:32 GMT+9
38 When it's time to make changes in your life 2 08/03/2008 08:58 GMT+9
39 When it's time to make changes in your life 07/03/2008 07:36 GMT+9
40 Class Progression 06/03/2008 12:30 GMT+9
41 You can't always share your happiness w/everyone 05/03/2008 05:27 GMT+9
42 The hits to my myspace page 04/03/2008 12:33 GMT+9
43 The hits to my myspace page part 2 04/03/2008 08:07 GMT+9
44 The love I've dreamed of my entire life 03/03/2008 03:14 GMT+9
45 I know you see me and I see you too 02/03/2008 05:21 GMT+9
46 Where does passion live within one's heart? 01/03/2008 11:57 GMT+9
47 Trying to figure it all out 28/02/2008 11:20 GMT+9
48 What's in a name 27/02/2008 09:22 GMT+9
49 I love you Emil 25/02/2008 04:00 GMT+9
50 When love is the only part of you that smiles 23/02/2008 12:30 GMT+9
51 Unbridled passion 23/02/2008 11:44 GMT+9
52 When some people don't understand 22/02/2008 02:33 GMT+9
53 Missing and loving him 21/02/2008 12:28 GMT+9
54 Could this be a test....of character? 20/02/2008 09:29 GMT+9
55 Understanding my love for Emil 19/02/2008 09:16 GMT+9
56 Feeling love for the first time 17/02/2008 10:50 GMT+9
57 I'm in love with someone special 16/02/2008 11:11 GMT+9
58 Valentine's Day 2008 14/02/2008 06:11 GMT+9
59 When you have a crush on someone 13/02/2008 08:38 GMT+9
60 Welcome to 2008 everyone 01/01/2008 01:00 GMT+9
61 New Year's Eve 2007 31/12/2007 11:47 GMT+9
62 It's been a while since I last wrote in my diary 20/12/2007 11:04 GMT+9
63 My pet peeve about sweetest day 20/10/2007 09:50 GMT+9
64 Sweetest Day 2007 20/10/2007 09:47 GMT+9
65 Finding yourself and solving your problems 19/10/2007 12:12 GMT+9
66 The sadness within me 19/10/2007 01:13 GMT+9
67 When your best friend gets on your last nerves 2 08/10/2007 09:32 GMT+9
68 When your best friend gets on your last nerves 07/10/2007 07:14 GMT+9
69 What it feels like to be unemployed part 2 04/10/2007 10:17 GMT+9
70 What it feels like to be unemployed 03/10/2007 06:30 GMT+9
71 The difficulty of mothers and daughters pt 2 14/09/2007 12:57 GMT+9
72 The difficulty between mothers and daughters 14/09/2007 09:50 GMT+9
73 Taking a leap of faith 13/09/2007 09:56 GMT+9
74 Remembering 9/11 & where I was on that fateful day 11/09/2007 11:40 GMT+9
75 I love you A 08/09/2007 09:36 GMT+9
76 What did I do wrong? 03/09/2007 04:47 GMT+9
77 Will I ever have a guy interested in me? 03/06/2007 12:05 GMT+9
78 The Starter Wife 01/06/2007 08:45 GMT+9
79 Paid to blog your thoughts 29/05/2007 10:25 GMT+9
80 Edward has a lot of nerve to say what he says 2 me 28/05/2007 08:10 GMT+9
81 The one place in your heart that remains broken 18/05/2007 08:22 GMT+9
82 My thoughts and opinions 14/05/2007 11:21 GMT+9
83 Falling in love....and figuring it all out 12/05/2007 09:56 GMT+9
84 Hey people I am back 17/04/2007 02:20 GMT+9
85 Britney shaves her head(no joke) 18/02/2007 09:59 GMT+9
86 A good speech 16/02/2007 09:51 GMT+9
87 Valentine's Day 2007 14/02/2007 11:15 GMT+9
88 My job search and the quest to secure it 01/02/2007 10:19 GMT+9
89 Where do I go from here? 14/01/2007 01:41 GMT+9
90 Welcome to 2007 10/01/2007 04:03 GMT+9
91 Say it loud, I'm black and I'm proud!!!!!!!!!!!!! 29/12/2006 11:17 GMT+9
92 The nerve of some people 29/12/2006 09:30 GMT+9
93 The fallout with Edward 29/12/2006 05:27 GMT+9
94 My outing the other day 29/12/2006 03:57 GMT+9
95 In love with a wonderful man 26/12/2006 09:26 GMT+9
96 Christmas Day (and Eve) 2006 25/12/2006 12:27 GMT+9
97 I am so not looking forward to Christmas 19/12/2006 09:35 GMT+9
98 My day and the allergy attack 13/12/2006 08:16 GMT+9
99 Am I too weird?????? 12/12/2006 08:34 GMT+9
100 Throwin' down some thoughts :-D 23/10/2006 11:03 GMT+9
101 Anna Nicole loses her son 12/09/2006 11:56 GMT+9
102 6th Anniversary of 9/11 11/09/2006 06:00 GMT+9
103 Making plans to meet Edward 20/06/2006 03:53 GMT+9
104 This sh*t is creepy for real 20/06/2006 03:36 GMT+9
105 The pain I feel inside 26/05/2006 06:50 GMT+9
106 Edward 24/05/2006 05:35 GMT+9
107 How sick can one parent really be 11/05/2006 06:54 GMT+9
108 What kind of sick world do we live in? 11/05/2006 02:00 GMT+9
109 The bastard finally got caught 17/04/2006 09:14 GMT+9
110 Meeting Matt for the first time 16/04/2006 10:46 GMT+9
111 Nothing, but the truth, and the whole truth 06/04/2006 06:25 GMT+9
112 My exhausting day.....as usual 05/04/2006 12:34 GMT+9
113 Why am I the one always sacrificing something 12/03/2006 05:03 GMT+9
114 Fire over England 22/02/2006 11:59 GMT+9
115 Valentine's Day 2006 14/02/2006 11:28 GMT+9
116 My apology to the jerks 05/02/2006 01:45 GMT+9
117 My blatant dislike of dating in 2006 03/02/2006 09:14 GMT+9
118 New Year's Eve 2005 31/12/2005 10:30 GMT+9
119 I got a letter from Mark 11/12/2005 08:11 GMT+9
120 Cleaning house in 2005 and starting fresh in 2006 20/11/2005 02:30 GMT+9
121 Why do you bother me about my eating? 17/11/2005 11:17 GMT+9
122 A bonafied slacker a**h*** 10/11/2005 11:32 GMT+9
123 Teenagers who think they know everything 03/11/2005 10:40 GMT+9
124 Thinking of David 31/10/2005 08:30 GMT+9
125 I sing because I am happy 30/10/2005 01:26 GMT+9
126 White Sox win the world series *raise the roof* 26/10/2005 10:30 GMT+9
127 The media and the bullsh*t stories of today 23/10/2005 01:31 GMT+9
128 American Idol nonsense f/Fantasia Barrino pt 2 21/10/2005 02:49 GMT+9
129 I am so angry it's not even funny anymore 20/10/2005 10:22 GMT+9
130 Wal-Mart Heiress had to give back her diploma 20/10/2005 01:52 GMT+9
131 What the hell is wrong with adults today? part 2 20/10/2005 01:08 GMT+9
132 What the hell is wrong with adults today? 19/10/2005 06:42 GMT+9
133 American Idol nonsense featuring Fantasia Barrino 19/10/2005 01:46 GMT+9
134 Freedom from Mark is wonderful 18/10/2005 12:51 GMT+9
135 Long Island loser principal cancels prom 18/10/2005 12:25 GMT+9
136 I am finally free....to be me 18/10/2005 01:43 GMT+9
137 Sweetest Day 2005 15/10/2005 09:27 GMT+9
138 Too many damn kids 14/10/2005 12:39 GMT+9
139 Senseless bullsh*t 14/10/2005 02:59 GMT+9
140 Strange science experiments-Dog testicles 13/10/2005 12:04 GMT+9
141 What the hell is wrong with this site 09/10/2005 05:34 GMT+9
142 Finally after 2 f***ing weeks 04/10/2005 04:37 GMT+9
143 I don't think Mark appreciates me 03/10/2005 01:43 GMT+9
144 Mark is home-AGAIN 20/09/2005 10:41 GMT+9
145 I'm sorry if I disappointed or posed as a burden 19/09/2005 12:36 GMT+9
146 What the hell is wrong with this picture? 17/09/2005 09:36 GMT+9
147 What's the dilleo...baby 09/09/2005 12:59 GMT+9
148 Things have to change 28/08/2005 12:33 GMT+9
149 You're 86 and you have got go 18/08/2005 09:56 GMT+9
150 I don't matter to you 30/06/2005 10:34 GMT+9
151 I feel as if I don't belong 18/06/2005 08:52 GMT+9
152 I met the most wonderful man in the world 20/05/2005 11:27 GMT+9
153 Falling in love and expressing one's heart 06/05/2005 01:43 GMT+9
154 Mark doesnt seem to understand why I left him 04/05/2005 12:46 GMT+9
155 I'm back 11/04/2005 11:42 GMT+9
156 Nasty MFs in the dorm 23/02/2005 01:15 GMT+9
157 Got a call from you know who 21/02/2005 11:15 GMT+9
158 Sending a message to the person you like 15/02/2005 01:53 GMT+9
159 Valentine's Day 2005 14/02/2005 04:41 GMT+9
160 He's driving me f***ing crazy 13/02/2005 02:24 GMT+9
161 The fire and passion of my heart 11/02/2005 02:34 GMT+9
162 Fed up with the bullshit 10/02/2005 01:31 GMT+9
163 Super Bowl and everything else under the sun 06/02/2005 04:34 GMT+9
164 Deeply unhappy part two 05/02/2005 12:10 GMT+9
165 Things are back to normal...er somewhat 05/02/2005 09:39 GMT+9
166 Deeply unhappy 03/02/2005 08:32 GMT+9
167 Shit happens 19/01/2005 01:20 GMT+9
168 Terry's a whinny ass bitch 17/01/2005 01:14 GMT+9
169 Ding Dong, the Psycho's gone part 2 11/01/2005 12:34 GMT+9
170 Ding dong the psycho's gone 10/01/2005 10:55 GMT+9
171 Back at school 03/01/2005 10:41 GMT+9
172 Christmas Eve 2004 :-) 24/12/2004 12:41 GMT+9
173 Spilling one's guts and keeping it real 24/12/2004 01:16 GMT+9
174 Insurance companies suck 22/12/2004 11:14 GMT+9
175 The final result of the Apprentice 17/12/2004 12:32 GMT+9
176 Extreme obese people and sex 16/12/2004 06:29 GMT+9
177 Meeting Mark's ex wife 14/12/2004 12:08 GMT+9
178 Strom Thurmond's Daughter pens memoir 12/12/2004 05:46 GMT+9
179 Desperate MFs who are so damn needy 07/12/2004 11:28 GMT+9
180 Crystal's hoe ass 05/12/2004 05:53 GMT+9
181 Why do teenage girls chase things they can't get 02/12/2004 13:40 GMT+9
182 One crazy day 29/11/2004 01:20 GMT+9
183 What the hell is wrong with some people 27/11/2004 22:42 GMT+9
184 Veteran's Day 2004 11/11/2004 18:50 GMT+9
185 Relaxin on a Friday night 25/10/2004 01:48 GMT+9
186 Watching Oprah's show on 10-21-04 25/10/2004 01:46 GMT+9
187 My buisness options... 25/10/2004 01:43 GMT+9
188 Why do people........... 25/10/2004 01:40 GMT+9
189 What a day I had today 17/10/2004 22:30 GMT+9
190 Sweetest Day 17/10/2004 09:39 GMT+9
191 When love tugs at your heart strings real bad 16/10/2004 08:58 GMT+9
192 What does Mark want from me? 15/10/2004 10:44 GMT+9
193 Why folks pester the f*** outta me about marriage 14/10/2004 19:12 GMT+9
194 Deafening silence has been broken...err somewhat 11/10/2004 23:19 GMT+9
195 Deafening silence 10/10/2004 17:48 GMT+9
196 Where did I go wrong?????? 10/10/2004 11:00 GMT+9
197 If loving you was so painful 10/10/2004 01:46 GMT+9
198 Stuff happens....that's life deal with it 09/10/2004 18:57 GMT+9
199 Ungrateful individuals in this world 06/10/2004 21:42 GMT+9
200 Thinking of Julio 06/10/2004 11:16 GMT+9
201 Getting that call....from you know who 05/10/2004 23:05 GMT+9
202 Sordid pain and starting over again 04/10/2004 10:54 GMT+9
203 I'm back.....dearest diary part 2 03/10/2004 20:27 GMT+9
204 I'm back.....dearest diary 02/10/2004 17:28 GMT+9
205 Terry is ignorant as hell 30/07/2004 08:47 GMT+9
206 Everyone else is married why am I not? 29/07/2004 19:25 GMT+9
207 When life throws you a fastball 18/07/2004 17:42 GMT+9
208 Been gone too long from here 12/07/2004 21:36 GMT+9
209 When you're afraid and alone 12/05/2004 13:16 GMT+9
210 The end of Friends 06/05/2004 21:31 GMT+9
211 It's been so long....missin ya 02/05/2004 02:35 GMT+9
212 The letter Julio wrote me 26/03/2004 02:17 GMT+9
213 Torn between two loves 21/03/2004 20:28 GMT+9
214 Happy f***ing Valentine's Day 14/02/2004 20:54 GMT+9
215 Missing the one I love so much 13/01/2004 19:02 GMT+9
216 Some friends are pieces of work on the real 13/01/2004 14:18 GMT+9
217 New Year's Eve 2003 31/12/2003 22:59 GMT+9
218 My love letter to Emil 17/11/2003 21:56 GMT+9
219 When you're not wanted 23/10/2003 08:28 GMT+9
220 Feeling jilted and unappreciated 09/10/2003 21:55 GMT+9
221 Getting stood up on a date 27/09/2003 22:40 GMT+9
222 Terry is in love with me...... 25/09/2003 17:50 GMT+9
223 Toula from My Big Fat Greek Wedding 14/09/2003 22:39 GMT+9
224 Why do men complain about their wives 12/09/2003 18:37 GMT+9
225 What's a heart to do...... 03/09/2003 01:49 GMT+9
226 Is this love? 28/08/2003 01:45 GMT+9
227 A woman's sexuality 21/08/2003 09:44 GMT+9
228 What's the dilleo baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 14/08/2003 19:15 GMT+9
229 Finding my heart 13/08/2003 00:11 GMT+9
230 Where the heart is 10/08/2003 14:39 GMT+9
231 Coming to terms 06/08/2003 00:58 GMT+9
232 When silence is your strongest ally 03/08/2003 21:29 GMT+9
233 A cloud looms overhead.... 03/08/2003 12:23 GMT+9
234 Not getting too close............ 03/08/2003 08:26 GMT+9
235 The reason...part 2 02/08/2003 19:55 GMT+9
236 The reason...... 02/08/2003 09:57 GMT+9
237 I don't ask for much 01/08/2003 09:04 GMT+9
238 Where did I go wrong....... 31/07/2003 12:23 GMT+9
239 Saving Face 27/07/2003 00:50 GMT+9
240 The love of my life 23/07/2003 21:20 GMT+9
241 Must I be thin for you to love me pt 2 21/07/2003 10:03 GMT+9
242 The email I sent to Terry 16/07/2003 17:36 GMT+9
243 Why do I need to be thin for you to love me? 16/07/2003 14:40 GMT+9
244 Why does everything I say come out wrong 10/07/2003 12:23 GMT+9
245 Sorrowful ending part 3 30/06/2003 11:20 GMT+9
246 Sorrowful ending part 2 29/06/2003 01:36 GMT+9
247 Sorrowful ending 27/06/2003 18:36 GMT+9
248 Mark is home part 2 23/06/2003 08:55 GMT+9
249 Mark is home 22/06/2003 11:05 GMT+9
250 Mark comes home today 19/06/2003 00:09 GMT+9
251 My life is a wreck......... 10/06/2003 22:33 GMT+9
252 Feeling unappreciated 05/06/2003 13:20 GMT+9
253 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 18 01/06/2003 05:55 GMT+9
254 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 17 30/05/2003 18:19 GMT+9
255 When weight is a struggle 29/05/2003 01:31 GMT+9
256 Bulls*** and real life(Operation Love pt 16) 27/05/2003 22:52 GMT+9
257 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 15 21/05/2003 20:32 GMT+9
258 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 14 20/05/2003 14:11 GMT+9
259 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 13 15/05/2003 23:54 GMT+9
260 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 12 14/05/2003 04:38 GMT+9
261 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 11 11/05/2003 13:05 GMT+9
262 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 10 11/05/2003 02:47 GMT+9
263 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 9 08/05/2003 17:58 GMT+9
264 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 8 08/05/2003 11:08 GMT+9
265 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 7 07/05/2003 23:09 GMT+9
266 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 6 07/05/2003 12:38 GMT+9
267 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 5 05/05/2003 10:32 GMT+9
268 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 4 04/05/2003 23:54 GMT+9
269 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 3 04/05/2003 11:30 GMT+9
270 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark pt 2 03/05/2003 23:17 GMT+9
271 Operation Love: Countdown until I see Mark 03/05/2003 00:01 GMT+9
272 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 9 30/04/2003 21:45 GMT+9
273 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 8 29/04/2003 21:19 GMT+9
274 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 8 29/04/2003 21:19 GMT+9
275 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 7 26/04/2003 21:36 GMT+9
276 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 6 25/04/2003 21:23 GMT+9
277 Pop up ads and SPAM on the internet 25/04/2003 01:44 GMT+9
278 DRIVING IN THE US-f***ING A 23/04/2003 22:27 GMT+9
279 My day in the Cook County Circuit Court 23/04/2003 16:36 GMT+9
280 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 5 23/04/2003 00:06 GMT+9
281 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 4 22/04/2003 08:47 GMT+9
282 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 3 21/04/2003 14:49 GMT+9
283 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 2 20/04/2003 08:49 GMT+9
284 Having a boyfriend who's locked up-part 2 18/04/2003 17:55 GMT+9
285 Having a boyfriend who's locked up 15/04/2003 14:49 GMT+9
286 Married by America and reality based shows 14/04/2003 23:12 GMT+9
287 A million miles away from love 11/04/2003 02:26 GMT+9
288 Sorry I've been away too long 09/04/2003 14:06 GMT+9
289 Distant Hearts 19/03/2003 20:47 GMT+9
290 Unedged Nerves 09/03/2003 12:00 GMT+9
291 When ignorant people do stupid things 02/03/2003 05:35 GMT+9
292 Uplifting my spirit 22/02/2003 09:19 GMT+9
293 Tragedy in the Windy City 17/02/2003 23:44 GMT+9
294 Valentine's Day 2003 14/02/2003 23:45 GMT+9
295 Countdown to Valentine's Day day four 13/02/2003 23:36 GMT+9
296 Countdown to Valentine's Day day three 13/02/2003 00:08 GMT+9
297 Countdown to Valentine's Day day one 10/02/2003 01:04 GMT+9
298 What it's like to be in my world 07/02/2003 22:48 GMT+9
299 Everyday Bulls*** 06/02/2003 18:22 GMT+9
300 A new ray of light inside of my heart part 30 06/02/2003 00:33 GMT+9